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Sunday, October 23, 2005 Saturday, or rather yesterday, can be easily summed up in 2 words-fucked up. I went to church because zhiwei tracie asked me to on the day of jasper's wake. I was like,"Ok lor." So I went to Somerset yesterday...where the church was. Walked with some stranger called Yong Kang and another guy to the church. Forgot his name. I was introduced to so many people couldn't remember all their names...sorry. Fast forward to around the ending. The pastor said something like "those who want to receive jesus in your life, come down." I didn't really understand what he meant so I just sat there because I didn't want to be extra. Then this Yong Kang asked me to go...he said he'll go with me so I went lor. Didn't know that I would CONVERT. Turning point of the day. So the pastor said some prayer and I become CHRISTIAN? WTF. Rest of the day don't wanna talk about it. I was damn pissed after that but tried to contain it. I went to church with no intention at all to convert. I've always been anti-religion. I don't believe in religions or gods. Really shouldn't have gone down to let the pastor pray for me. Partly my fault also. Shoud've told the Yong Kang that I just went to church for fun. I partly blame zhi wei and tracie, or tracie and zhi wei, for asking me to go church. Stupid shit la...I really regret what I did. :( |